Happy (Fake) New Year!

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I say "fake" because it's now known that our calendars were changed to mess with the circadian rhythm of humanity up.  We are supposed to have 13 months per year... not 12.  October for example... Octo means EIGHT... it's supposed to be the eighth month of the year... not the 10th.  September should be the seventh.... as SEPT means seven.  Somewhere along the way.... humanity was bamboozled.  The actual REAL "New Year" is in Mid-March/April.  That's the real reason for April Fools Day.  SPRING is supposed to be the beginning of the year when NEW LIFE blooms.  Not in the middle of the DEAD (death) of winter.  But any-who.....   For 2026... My main focus needs to be learning to love myself more.  Learning alignment and working on my manifestation goals.  I'm not in a bad place... but in my personal life... I've been stuck for years and would like to create better for myself.   One thing I am so good at is "procrastination"... and that needs to stop. I am so good at wasting time or pushing things to the last minute.  I've started to journal so I can be somewhat accountable to myself... as I refocus, realign and remind myself where I want to be... or where I want to go this year.  I think one of the things that keeps me so distracted is all the corruption and criminal things that are being done to humanity.   It REALLY bothers me that I see it... and so many others don't.  I just don't know how humanity is going to stop something they don't even realize is a problem. I worry a lot.  I worry about my kids... my grandkids.... and the direction the criminal elite are sending them in... sending all of us in.  Most don't even realize it.  But in focusing so much of my time on that worry.... I put aside everything in my own life that needs to be done.  I HAVE TO GET BACK TO ME.  A huge source of distraction in my life is Facebook.  I really need to close my FB account down.  It's such a waste of time in my life.  I need to get back to nature, meditation and family.   I've lost myself.... and I need to find me again.  This is my hope for this year.  That I find what brings me love, joy and peace.  That I find what brings me back to finding myself and being ME again.